Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Sometimes the Bravest Thing

My soul waits for the Lord
    more than watchmen wait for the morning,
    more than watchmen wait for the morning.
 O Israel, put your hope in the Lord,
    for with the Lord is unfailing love
    and with him is full redemption.

I've had this blog for a couple weeks now and no one has bothered to ask where my title or domain name came from. I think it would be too much to hope that more than a few of you actually know without asking, it's a little obscure. Well, "The Bravest thing of all is always hope" so says the Brave Saint Saturn song "Binary". It's also mentioned in "Atropos" and "Daylight." If you've looked at the link to my blog you'll notice that the domain name is "Always just beneath the dawn". That is from the Brave Saint Saturn song of the same name, the full thought is "I believe that love is greater; never ceasing, always hoping, always just beneath the dawn."

If you're following my reasoning and if you happen to maybe know my first middle name you'll see a theme: Hope. It took me a surprisingly long time to connect my middle name to any aspect of my life, as I mentioned before: I'm a bit of a pessimist. But eventually I hit a point where I decided I was tired of pessimistic depressing views dominating how I looked at life. Right there was my middle name, patiently waiting for me just like hope always does.

"Though he slay me, yet will I hope in him; I will surely defend my ways to his face."

In that way hope goes along hand in hand with love. "It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres." They're specifically listed together along with that other thing that gives you the ability to hope in love: "and now these three remain: faith, hope and love." The funny thing is, hope is in the definition of both words. "Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see." It's obviously a pretty important thing.

Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope.  And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.

Many times we're pretty much directly commanded to hope. "Why are you downcast, O my soul?... Put your hope in God for I will yet praise him." Basically, cheer up, or as possibly my favorite verse says "Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer". Hope is such an important part of faith. If your attitude is just "Yeah, I have faith in God" but you don't look to him for anything or trust him for anything you're acing the belief part of faith but missing the hope. It isn't just faith and it isn't just patience, it's both things and more.

For in this hope we were saved. But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what he already has?

In this blog I've managed to get a basic Biblical idea of hope in first, unlike my joy blog. I still don't have as much of a grasp of it as I would like or I would go on more, I don't want to go on and on about it if I'm not sure about it. However, there is a specific reason I'm bringing it up this time.

I saw the Dark Knight Rises in theaters about four times. The only movie I saw in theaters more times was The Avengers. (Which does really feature in this blog. Maybe I'll work up a blog involving that one later.) I also saw The Hunger Games when it came out, honestly the first time I saw it I was so disturbed I didn't want to see it or think about it again. A few weeks ago I was bored and wanted distraction from my looming college classes so I watched the DVD. It was then that I noticed an interesting similarity between The Dark Knight Rises and the Hunger Games.

Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life.

The villains were the similarity. In personality, strategy and just all around evilness Bane and President Snow don't have too much in common. Bane is all about supposedly letting the people rule and Snow is all about ruling the people. However, they both have a monologue (both fairly important to the plot as well) about using hope as a weapon. Through the wonders of the internet I have both available for you right here so you don't have to see how well you remember the dialogue from the two movies.


President Snow gives this reason for why he has the Hunger Games every year rather than just executing 24 innocent children:
Hope, it is the only thing stronger than fear. A little hope is effective, a lot of hope is dangerous. A spark is fine, as long as it's contained. 


Very morbid and evil but compared to Bane's description of hope this is almost healthy.

Home, where I learned the truth about despair, as will you. There's a reason why this prison is the worst hell on earth...hope. Every man who has ventured here over the centuries has looked up to the light and imagined climbing to freedom. So easy...so simple...and like shipwrecked men turning to sea water from uncontrollable thirst, many have died trying. I learned here that there can be no true despair without hope. So, as I terrorize Gotham, I will feed its people hope to poison their souls. I will let them believe they can survive so that you can watch them clamoring over each other to 'stay in the sun.'

I thought it was downright scary that two of the biggest movies of the year revolved around the same villainous plot point; using hope as a weapon against the masses. At least Loki had a different tactic, the philosophical debate about freedom and peace. But hope is a little close to home I mean after all, don't politicians apparently make their way in life by making promises and building our hopes up and then not actually following through on anything? That's what the media says about them anyway.

But that is the confusing thing about hope. A lot of the time it seems like it would just be easier to not get your hopes up and not have to deal with dashed hopes. I at least find that movies are more fun if I lower my expectations before I go see a new movie. I'm avoiding way too many more movie quotes in here than I already have planned but the TV show Monk had a very good line about hopes. Sharona asked Monk if he had to get his hopes up, Monk answered "Of course, that's what hopes are for."

What is the resolution to this dilemma of unfulfilled hopes? For some more positive quotes about hope not directly from the Bible I went to a fairly foolproof source. Any guesses?

“Being a cheerful hobbit, he had not needed hope, as long as despair could be postponed."


Here you go, a series of quotes about hope from J.R.R. Tolkien himself:

“His face was sad and stern because of the doom that was laid on him, and yet hope dwelt ever in the depths of his heart, from which mirth would arise at times like a spring from a rock.” 

"The beauty of it smote his heart, as he looked up out of the forsaken land, and hope returned to him. For like a shaft, clear and cold, the thought pierced him that in the end the Shadow was only a small and passing thing: there was light and high beauty for ever beyond its reach.” 

“I do not know what is happening. The reason of my waking mind tells me that great evil has befallen and we stand at the end of days. But my heart says nay; and all my limbs are light, and a hope and joy are come to me that no reason can deny.  I do not believe that darkness will endure!” 

“Despair, or folly?’ said Gandalf. ‘It is not despair, for despair is only for those who see the end beyond all doubt. We do not. It is wisdom to recognize necessity, when all other courses have been weighed, though as folly it may appear to those who cling to false hope. Well, let folly be our cloak, a veil before the eyes of the Enemy!” 

“False hopes are more dangerous than fears.


That's pretty comprehensive. Just pure hope, unexplained hope, endurance beyond hope (or the Elvish term, Bronwe athan Harthad), and despair versus hope. But I think that last one answers the question about whether we should get our hopes up and how hope can be a good thing even if people try to misuse it. The difference is the kind of hope: false hope rather than a hope that comes from God. If you set your hopes on worldly things and your own ideas of how things will work out you're bound to be disappointed all the time. But if you set your hope on Godly things and what he wants for your life you'll find that those hopes are fulfilled and surpassed beyond your wildest dreams, even when it doesn't seem like it.

"Therefore, prepare your minds for action; be self-controlled; set your hope fully on the grace to be given you when Jesus Christ is revealed."


"It hurts just to wake up
whenever you're wearing thin,
alone on the outside
so tired of looking in.
The end is uncertain
and I've never been so afraid
but I don't need a telescope
to see that there's Hope
and that makes me feel brave."

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Unspeakable Joy

I'm right in the middle of my third week of college, homework on either side of me and the prospect of trying to find a job looming over me. I really don't have enormous cause to be writing about joy right now. But wait, last year this time I was all about joy; if I signed your t-shirt at nationals I probably signed it with John 15:11, the banner on my phone reads "Psalm 30:5", I was aspiring to be the little girl who was told by a lot of random people "It's so nice, you're always smiling!".

Well in general I'm a pessimist so I'm not sure where the always smiling thing came from in the first place. But on rare occasions some really extreme optimists can get me to see their side of things and I think "You know, maybe life isn't so despressing after all." (Yes. That extra s is supposed to be there. Don't question.) On more amusing occasions some extreme pessimists bring out the optimist in me because I'm a contrary sort of person so I'll become an optimist to play Devil's Advocate. Either way I do enjoy my brief trips into the happy land that is optimism.

You're probably wondering what in the world all this talk about optimism and pessimism has to do with joy. Give me a little time to collect my thoughts; I might be able to explain myself. In one chapter of Orthodoxy G.K. Chesterton narrows down the definition of a Christian optimist as not "trying to prove that we fit in to the world" but "(Christian optimism is) based on the fact that we do not fit in to the world." He talks about loving the world in the way you love a friend struggling with a problem, by trying to improve it. He also talks in the next chapter about a great characteristic of saint is their "levity" and "angels can fly because they take themselves lightly."

Sorry, still rabbit trailing.

All right, for the sake of argument: Dictionary.com defines Joy as
the emotion of great delight or happiness caused by something exceptionally good or satisfying; keen pleasure; elation
Hmm. I'm a little skeptical about whether that's an exact definition of what I'm looking for. We're going to move on from my Chesterton tangents and the literal world of dictionaries to the place where I should have started:

John 15:11 "I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete."

What is the Biblical perspective on joy? Well I have absolutely no doubt that many great authors and theologians and pastors and philosophers and everyone else in the world have written volumes on it. I recommend you go find one of their works to read. In the mean time I'm going to hunt out just a few (a very few) occurrences of the word "joy" in the Bible.

The first one that comes to mind?

James 1:2 Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds.

Oookay, joy is facing trials? Not exactly how I would have described it right off. But it's not really an abnormal Biblical definition, Hebrews 12:2 says Jesus "for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame." Now we all know that we're supposed to have the same attitude as Christ and when you think about it that way trials really can be joyful, there is always (and you can quote me on that "always") something bigger and better waiting at the end of the trials we endure for God. In fact that's what the James verse is talking about too if I hadn't purposefully taken it out of context. It goes on to say "because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance." Then we get a list of all the good things that come out of perseverance which ends with receiving "The crown of life that God has promised to those who love him."

While I'm at it, do you remember my rabbit trail? That's where my Christian optimism works in here. The joy of the improvements you make to the world you love are what can keep you optimistic, in case you were wondering.

That definition worked out surprisingly well after a rough start, it's the joy of a labor of love. What other instances of joy have I come across? I'm glad you asked.

In the midst of a lot of very distressed (if hopeful) Psalms you every now and then run across some Psalm that is just bursting with joy. Psalm 66 starts out by telling you to shout with joy to the Lord, I can tell you that even when I'm really happy I don't shout too much, I never really was the screaming girl type. But Psalm 66 goes on to list reason upon reason upon reason and they all pile up to some well-deserved shouting. Thirty chapters later in Psalm 96 the trees get in on this and start singing for joy. Now that is some serious joy right there.

Those are some pretty normal ones; I'm going to finish off with the chapter that actually set me off on this tangent. Last night I ran across a less-well-used Psalm that gives a pretty good description of the sensation of joy, if not necessarily how and when and where we're supposed to feel it. Psalm 126 is the chapter in question and as assigned reading (because if you've got this far you might as well just go read those six verses) it's just a really happy Psalm.

So what was the result of this mostly stream-of-consciousness investigation of joy? Nothing really, just sharing some thoughts. My final thought is what I've always felt about joy; that real joy can't come from anything on this normal earth to which we abnormal people belong, it has to come from a much more heavenly source because he loves to share his joy with us so that our joy "may be complete."






If you read through all of that I applaud you. Actually I sympathize with you, let me get you some sympathy cookies and a Chesterton book to read instead.