Absence

"Absence makes the heart grow fonder."
"Or forgetful."

(I will be honest, that's how I always finish that line in my head.)

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

Nationals always requires a blog post, right? Right.

I'm sure I have to put up with a lot of sad things in my life. Forgetting my lunch when I have my heart set on what I have packed. Not being able to go home for a weekend. Not running into friends at school. Not getting to spend time with my family. Little things, big things, huge things.

But I have decided that the saddest thing I consistently have to put up with is how far away my best friends live. I have awesome friends here in Ohio. There are some really amazing people who do actually live within an hour of my house (or one of my houses) but there are just so many brilliant, funny, amazing, sweet and wonderful people who live too far out of range. It's incredibly hard to only see all of these people once a year or so. It gets worse/better every year as I just keep meeting more and more awesome people.

Having nationals two weeks or so before my finals has kind of made me confront my priorities. Despite being a little bit lazy I am also a little bit obsessive about grades, it's my competitive nature. But apart from needing good grades for scholarships I've had it pointed out in many Biblical lessons that I really have no reason to obsess about grades because there are so many more important things.

To that end for the most part I give my friends' crises precedence over homework, as long as I don't completely blow off homework irresponsibly. I also long ago decided that Nationals was more important than perfect attendance for many many reasons.

There is a bit of a hitch in this plan, though, and it is, in fact, even addressed in the material we covered at nationals this year.

"Jesus replied: '"Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind." This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: "Love your neighbor as yourself." All the Law and the Prophets hang on these two commandments.'
Matthew 22:37-40 (Yeah, I used NIV, I'm old school.)

I'm becoming somewhat accomplished at the loving your neighbor part. I love doing things for and with friends so much and have sacrificed a lot for close friends. However, as admirable as it is to put your friends first at all times, there is that other step that should be the first step.

But encouragingly, the (annoyingly few) times I've managed to make it my first step I do find that everything else falls into place much easier.

"But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you."